So how can my note content be empty? Should I copy and paste straight from my real diary? Shit no! This app seams to difficult. Maybe another is the right one for me?! But I did start this. Now just like I try to always do, I should try and finish. Why is it all so hard? Like today I did nothing and got nothing done except argue with Craig more. Let’s change his name for the sake of fiction and writing . Let’s call him Mark. He hates to be called Mark. Like he’s a mark of some kind and everyone is out to get him. He just misplaces everything and then finds them later. Except for his vape and a purple shaver . And some necklaces that he probably pawned already and forgot. He does that each month. I use to enjoy going places with him, really I did. Then after “sold” him the truck in exchange for a ride to wherever I may need to go he decided that in Defence he wants to complaine about taking me places. His defence that is To wham I ask him if he is with me for the wrong reason? Like he’s was living in an old dilapidated camper with his wife and three kids. In this awful trailer park where it was full of meth and poor judgements. I told him I had a barn with an electrical outlet for a camper and if he wanted to bring his family for a few months it would be my pleasure . He neglected to tell me he had 11 cars and a big dog and he had two precious ecextoons and some trouble with the law and his karma was out to get the best of him. Man it’s such a long story. Prior to Mark I had this Narcissistic boyfriend that was Never committed to me but should have been committed . To a psych ward. Ok so mark is in here i gotta run.

Later the same day! So im not sure i can add to the same note or if i should start a whole new one? Like day 2 and it’s a new day and a new experience. So my life is sooo freakin disastrous! Mark is not as perfect as he wants to think he is. I don’t even know what to do. I’m damned either way.