Emberly I have applied to 13 jobs, though none of them will pay nearly as much as this job. I sigh and drop my forehead into my hands, elbows on my desk. Was I going too far? I look towards the door that separates my office from Aaron's. With calculating the hourly pay of the jobs I have applied for, my paychecks will only pay for my bills. But those bills do not include medical or food. What was I