

The plague is upon me
There’s a haunting that lives with me in my bed.
It whispers at night things that he said.
Not fever. Not famine. Not fear.
Something worse.
It’s a hush from the heavens that rewrote his soul’s curse.
And it feels like the plague—
Yes, the plague is upon me.
No, not in a sick sickness, just a dark darkness that’s empty.
And the mirror— it won’t speak, though I beg it to lie.
And the clock, it just stares and doesn’t reply.
The air bends to soothe me, yet it’s too heavy to trust.
It weighs of a promise filled of cinder and dust.
It dances behind me with silk-laden feet—
a lover, a mourner, a darkness in fleet.
It curls ’round my temples and sings down my spine.
Then it calls me to drink from its venomous wine.
I tried to outrun it, I always have tried.
But it knows where my dreams and my
secrets collide.
I reach for the light but it flickers away,
like a lie at the cusp of the things I won’t say.
So I live in the shadows, just out of sight
like a ghost in my skin lost in perpetual night.
So—with a candle, a quill, and a trembling hand I still write.
And my crown, though it bleeds, you should know...I welcome its kiss.
Signed— The Keeper. The Ink. The Abyss.
