My name is Janae Stahi. Pronounced "juh-nay stay-high", I'm a 40 year old mother of 9. Happily married 9 years but together 16 years to my husband best friend Kyle. I'm an enrolled member of the Yakama Nation. I have 1 beautiful granddaughter Rozeleah. All my life I wanted to write. I basically got in my own way of doing what I always wanted. I had a fear of rejection or judgement. Because most of what I write is a part of me or my life. So when I'm writing I expose a part of me and I was scared people would tear me down. Emotionally. But I've learned that everyone is gonna have an opinion bad or good. It's the way you take it in as a person that can help you grow or you can take it the wrong way and let it consume you. It was never the rejection of my feelings or anything like that. It was the rejection of accepting me as a person with real feelings. Some people take others people views and opinions where it don't need to be. Everyone was raised different with different beliefs and we all take on our situations or feelings different. Some people feel more than others. Some are creative and some are just blunt about it. Like me my words speaking are not creative at all I'm more blunt and I get straight to the point. Anyway I really hope you can read my stuff with a open mind and heart. And know most of it comes from experience or simply what's in my heart.