Heeeyy Besties. Yesterday was insanely good. My uncle and his husband took the doors off his jeep and my uncle and I door dashed with the doors off. Honestly, it felt like riding a roller coaster. It was soo much fun and because I was passenger princess my right arm is darker than my left so I have to fix that. We were around TCU and we saw this group of college guys and I screamed "Hey Daddy" at all three of them, not realizing that they were walking towards the red light we were stopped at. The tallest out of the three said "Hey Mommy" with a little smirk and one of the shorter ones waved at me and smiled, he was fineeeeeee. Then we passed then not twice but four times. I was so embarrassed because my brain shortcurcited so I did not get their snap. However, I had fun and that's what matters most. Then night times rolls around and I can't sleep. I tried everything, dancing, reading, writing, music, working out, and could not go to sleep. Finally, I pass out at 3 am just to wake up at 8 am for church. So, today, let's talk about it. Church, when I go to church one of my favorite things is worship, today's worship was soooooooooo bad. Like worse then it has been ever since I've been going to this church. The message was about praying. Some people don't know where to start when it comes to praying. I used to be that way, however, now I am to the point where my prayers are just conversations. God meets me where I am, instead of me trying to pull hime to me, or me going up to him, He just simply meets me where I am. Like for example, I've been praying a lot for a new job, but I'm also learning that it is God's timing not mine, so when I go to pray, it's simply a conversation. I'll start with "Hey, so I know you saw what happened today, and I know you know that I am stressed beyond measures. I don't know you're plan, but I would love to hear it." Then I won't hear anything so I will continue "So, like, I know you don't tell us your plan, but I'm kind of lost." Still no answer but then he will show me something or something will happen and I will understand. You know? Anyways, I babled on for awhile so, bye for now besties!