"So I would like to start off with, when I was young I felt as if I had the best parents ever as the majority people feel growing up, I’ve never had anything fancy or everything I always wanted but to have parents that had kept me well fed, bathed and watched over felt amazing, growing up knowing that you had two amazing parents to run to whenever you’ve felt sad, alone, scared or angry, my Father was in the firefighting field of work in my early childhood, my mother was a teacher assistant for a very long time, putting food on the table and paying bills felt like it wasn’t a problem with how good my mother budgeted her and my fathers income for our basic living needs "
"It all felt well and good for the first half of my life, as of currently I am 18, the youngest of 5 siblings and sometimes being the youngest feels like quite a lot sometimes, feeling as if I am not doing enough or feeling like I am failing someone, but when I myself personally felt like it was starting to go down hill was in 2020, when the pandemic hit we were all scared in my household cause mostly cause of the young individuals in there and just also feeling so isolated being quarantined in your house for so long, but once my brother had returned from not being home for a long time and had finally brought his daughter and partner around the spring of 2020, but tragedy had struck my brother and my family that spring.. one morning I woke up to him coming into my room asking for my brother whom I shared a room with at the time frantically asking for his cellphone, I sat up half asleep and asked what was going on and my brother just looked off and shrugged his shoulders after my brother whom asked for his phone had walked out calling the clinic, I got up and walked out to my room to seeing my niece getting CPR by my mother, it felt like a fever dream watching the worst happen right in front of your eyes so fast and so suddenly.. long story short we had unfortunately lost her.. and which we are still so saddened to this day of her sudden passing. "
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Nick Bottle commented:
"So I would like to start off with, when I was young I felt as if I had the best parents ever as the majority people feel growing up, I’ve never had anything fancy or everything I always wanted but to have parents that had kept me well fed, bathed and watched over felt amazing, growing up knowing that you had two amazing parents to run to whenever you’ve felt sad, alone, scared or angry, my Father was in the firefighting field of work in my early childhood, my mother was a teacher assistant for a very long time, putting food on the table and paying bills felt like it wasn’t a problem with how good my mother budgeted her and my fathers income for our basic living needs "Nick Bottle commented:
"It all felt well and good for the first half of my life, as of currently I am 18, the youngest of 5 siblings and sometimes being the youngest feels like quite a lot sometimes, feeling as if I am not doing enough or feeling like I am failing someone, but when I myself personally felt like it was starting to go down hill was in 2020, when the pandemic hit we were all scared in my household cause mostly cause of the young individuals in there and just also feeling so isolated being quarantined in your house for so long, but once my brother had returned from not being home for a long time and had finally brought his daughter and partner around the spring of 2020, but tragedy had struck my brother and my family that spring.. one morning I woke up to him coming into my room asking for my brother whom I shared a room with at the time frantically asking for his cellphone, I sat up half asleep and asked what was going on and my brother just looked off and shrugged his shoulders after my brother whom asked for his phone had walked out calling the clinic, I got up and walked out to my room to seeing my niece getting CPR by my mother, it felt like a fever dream watching the worst happen right in front of your eyes so fast and so suddenly.. long story short we had unfortunately lost her.. and which we are still so saddened to this day of her sudden passing. "