Just trying to get my story out there of the struggle n bad experiences I've dealt with or put my self through like my depression mental health schizophrenia compulsive disorders n being suicidal n had to over come on my own while it seemed like the world was against me as if der was no help when I wanted n asked for the help but when I didn't care for it but appreciated it of course it was there, maybe someone in the world dat is Soo dam cold kuld maybe find something within my words or story to idk maybe give them that lil extra push to make it through their strugglesor find lite to keep on.