The hardest part of life when you have a disease that infects you like a virus is that everyone expects you to keep living to smile and laugh work play and have fun the only problem is that when your depressed all you want to do is lay in bed for hours sometimes even days and thats the part people who have never had this problem fail to see no matter how much they love you they just dont understand how to help you they dont get it and they think you'll be ok when inside you're breaking that is why you have to fight back and not let this virus take your life like it has taken so many others

this stream contains random thoughts i may have no matter if they're silly, funny, or deep