As I’ve gotten older I realize… Life never changes it only gets worse. I wake up breathing in the stale air of my bedroom. With an aching body from laying on the mattress on my bedroom floor. No money, No new furniture. No new furniture; No fully rested body. Finally able to fully open my eyes I can see my child staring at me. Wanting to get up and cater to them. Standing up, stretching, I leave my beautiful dream of the most beautiful place in the world back to reality. Making my way to the bathroom I see the water rising beneath my feet instantly putting fear and despair in my heart. Sinking