"So here goes the second note cuz apparently I’m not capable of figuring out how to use this thing so I’m here laying in my bed in the states that I wanted to be and why don’t I feel okay with it why don’t I feel okay with what I thought I wanted , was it really what I wanted or is it just a distraction from what I can truly be ? Is it possible that what I thought move me is holding me backwards? Maybe you know so what is this life all abou we where talking g about that remember and you know I’m not sure what is this life all about but I do sometimes like it honestly most of the time I don’t cuz I never have answers and that terrifies me that makes me worry that I don’t know what’s going to happen next? Like I know that all the time is like that you can literally never know exactly how it’s going to be but then what can you hope for ? Or do we know what’s gonna happen? Do we have like a way to know ? I don’t know like so we really know ? Do we ? We should rigth so I once heard that what you can see on your mind for mor fantastic or a fantasy that may appear that you can create it so the whole reason for that though to be in your mind is because it can be in your world ? Does that make sense? And if so how do we make it happen? How do we like make it come true ? Is there a way that Can be real ? Is there a correct way? Is there a chance to make it happening? I don’t know you know , sometimes I feel like I know all the answers but then I realize I don’t know shit and that scares. Me you know , being here so wide open so I don’t so bare ? Like I don’t have nothing ? Like I don’t know nothing? I don’t know when did I stopped"
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The first, it’s slow ? Or it’s just okay to keep moving..
Mmc commented:
"So here goes the second note cuz apparently I’m not capable of figuring out how to use this thing so I’m here laying in my bed in the states that I wanted to be and why don’t I feel okay with it why don’t I feel okay with what I thought I wanted , was it really what I wanted or is it just a distraction from what I can truly be ? Is it possible that what I thought move me is holding me backwards? Maybe you know so what is this life all abou we where talking g about that remember and you know I’m not sure what is this life all about but I do sometimes like it honestly most of the time I don’t cuz I never have answers and that terrifies me that makes me worry that I don’t know what’s going to happen next? Like I know that all the time is like that you can literally never know exactly how it’s going to be but then what can you hope for ? Or do we know what’s gonna happen? Do we have like a way to know ? I don’t know like so we really know ? Do we ? We should rigth so I once heard that what you can see on your mind for mor fantastic or a fantasy that may appear that you can create it so the whole reason for that though to be in your mind is because it can be in your world ? Does that make sense? And if so how do we make it happen? How do we like make it come true ? Is there a way that Can be real ? Is there a correct way? Is there a chance to make it happening? I don’t know you know , sometimes I feel like I know all the answers but then I realize I don’t know shit and that scares. Me you know , being here so wide open so I don’t so bare ? Like I don’t have nothing ? Like I don’t know nothing? I don’t know when did I stopped"