This is the momentum I've been searching for. This is the energy I've needed to begin my journey.....my first step onto a path that is illuminated only from within.

My daughter, my friend, my love and my life....you are all that exists within this moment. All time presents itself now, at the beginning. My lifetime will only complete its purpose when I end up where I am supposed to be.

I am sorry for the trauma . I am sorry for the sadness. I am sorry for the insecurity I bestowed onto you.

Please be kind to yourself in the world I created. Please accept my faults, but remember too the lessons I taught you. Please use your heart to decide which way the past will take you. Don't let anger win. Love prevails only if you remember that it exists. Anger loses the battle when you close your eyes and imagine the two of us side by side, walking down the path that is illuminated from within. The source of this light I speak of comes from you....my daughter, my friend, my love and my life.

-HAL-