Going into the new year is a little scary as you are having a spiritual awakening and leaving people who you know were not good for you in the past.I left my husband 3 days before Christmas because he was not good for me or for where God was taking me.If this was three or four years ago I would have felt heartbroken or I would have been questioning my decision but after going a whole year with no communication with someone who is supposed to uplift you and care about I really just feel relieved.This is not my first spiritual awakening and I know it won’t be my last,but this one is more intense and I feel like a new person.My ex was a manipulative abusive narcissistic person who in his eyes knew everything and never did anything wrong.He would even invite the children into our arguments that he would start just to make them think I was crazy.All throughout our relationship he was making me look like a crazy spiritual lunatic to everyone and talking down on me to everyone that would listen.Of course I didn’t know about this at first but when I found out and I would ask him why he was lying to everyone of course I was always in the wrong and just exaggerating the situation.And it didn’t help that since most of the world wasn’t awake to the knowledge that I knew about the spiritual realm they would think that I was having some kind of psychosis or something because they don’t know how to read and learn anything.I’ve been gifted since I was a child and even my family would treat me differently because I didn’t act like everyone else. I was never a follower and I questioned everything about the state of the world and unlike most people I started searching for the answers early on in life.

I have always known my soul mission on this planet.I guess that was my advantage God gave me because he/she knew that if I didn’t remember why I was going through all of these hardships in life I would totally give up.But that’s just a little introduction about me.My purpose with my writings is to get my story out and to help other people through their spiritual awakenings and let people know there’s nothing wrong with you you’re just remembering who you are and becoming your authentic self and in this follow the leader world and be like everyone else mindset that everyone has,that can be a lonely and scary journey.But I’m here for you and I’m sure after you hear my story yours won’t feel so bad and you will appreciate every hardship you went through because it was only to teach you and make you stronger.