This is a poem I wrote a few years ago that I polished up about being a 20 something young adult going through an identity crisis.

About this poem just part of my story wanting to get out there maybe my struggle with mental health n struggles within myself can or maybe give someone the strength to keep pushing through. Your "NOT ALONE" just smile it'll be alright.

Today, July 9th, 2025, the powerful fairies of shadow and light have an urgent message for you—one that you must acknowledge every morning when you rise and every night as you prepare for rest. These extraordinary beings are my steadfast guides, leading me through the intricacies of life. Now, it's your turn to confront your shadows without hesitation. Embrace them, bring them into the light, and own every part of your being. As you journey through life, it is imperative that you face these shadows with unwavering courage and determination. This process is not just optional; it is essential for your growth. Watch as your life transforms before your eyes, revealing the incredible story that is uniquely yours. Just like a garden that bursts into bloom with strength and vibrancy, you too will showcase the extraordinary complexities and beauty of who you are becoming. Embrace this journey wholeheartedly; your evolution is waiting to unfold.

Who can we be if we love those beside us? If we live life with curiosity instead of fear? What world would we live in? How would we change?

In this entry, it will be a little different. In writing, I had drew some simple shapes and taken notes from the first chapter was talked about in the book, "Nature's Hidden Oracles".

Being righteous to one another makes things more simple. Yes we have quarrels and arguments sometimes but we are not perfect.

Be careful of where you talk about this person their will be large groups of flies for no discernable reason.

A funny story about one mans journey with twists and turns and obstacles to finding God in the modern world.

DEAR ASK A PUNK - I’m 28 years old and I’ve been punk since I was 14. I went to every show (not that we had many of them here in a tiny town in the middle of huge ol’ Texas), skateboarded everywhere, bought a guitar, played in my bands, partied and drank and had what I thought was a good time. I also grew apart from my family and did a lot of stuff I’m not proud of and was basically a pain in the A to everyone for a long time. But things are different now. I got saved (and sober) six months ago and now I’m getting my life on track and figuring out what I’m going to do next that’ll glorify His name and make me a more worthy person. I’m torn between shutting the door of my past completely or reaching back and trying to pull some of my former friends out with me. So should I go back and become a punk preacher or should DIY also apply to saving yourself? …Saved.

This verse is excellent because there is only one name in times of trouble and that is Jesus Christ. There is only one name I praise in peace and in conflict.

The most valuable thing in life is not a material possession or money.... It's love The most precious is not diamonds or gold... It's time

Step into Sacred Reflections, a divine sanctuary of sensual wisdom, emotional truth, and spiritual intimacy. In this first note, I open my heart and invite you into a space where passion meets prayer, vulnerability becomes power, and every word is a mirror for your soul. Let’s grow, reflect, and fall deeper into the beauty of becoming.

Click to see what's inside this link if you love to read. What you'll be able to read will leave you highly intrigued. ⁰My writings are different... I am quit gifted, literally! I think that'll be easy to see once you decide to take a peek of my wonderfully descriptive mysteries, that are not always written by me but sometimes through me during intercession when other entities use my body.

Every person in our lives mirrors back pieces of ourselves. Whether it be our hopes, dreams, how we believe ourselves to be, what we perceive, our fears, anxieties, worries, burdens, losses, etc.

Sometimes, our children have alot of wisdom we fail to see. My daughter is a reflection of me. She reminds me just how perfect my life really is. Here's to all the mom's and dad's who have all been given such perfect gifts.

Come on, people! We're not going to world war 3, just because the middle east hates us. They've always hated us. :D

So aimlessly some say that things, over time, tend to get better.<<<<---------Where this ALL stemmed from. But 27 years old now I wonder, if that wasn't just a lie someone said to give people in darkness some kind of hope. Some kind of light, even if it's faint.. As maybe a last chance of some sorts cause they maybe failed at doing so themselves, or the dark ones simply saw through the vesade and lies they probably recklessly shoved down their throat in pointless efforts in caring enough to save them, and bring sun back out.

In this entry, I had gotten a new witchy book while in Sioux Falls, SD. It was a reward in a way for me. Still need to use it.

I become pregnant by a monster. My life has always been rough around the edges but I’ve always survived. This one thing broke me so bad I’m still walking myself back to the woman I was once.

What is a self? This issue is a timeless debate in psychology, and for good reason: how is one to decide something that can not be seen? Well, as humans, we put our fate into things we can not see all the time, but what is a self? In my opinion, it is completely different for everyone. It is a value that is learned and not given. So…what is a self for me? What do I believe in? How do I know this? You’ll see these questions repeated in this essay.