L'homme qu'elle aimait
The Studio was brand new. New hard wood, light-brown glazed floors.
A large full open glass window, facing the street.
The oldest thing in the whole studio was the wall clock, shaped like a rooster.
Facing the glass window looking out at the street, I stand in my pointe shoes, black leotard, and black tights.
On the floor next to me. A white box with some rosin dust and one medium-sized, rosin, yellowstone.
Thinking of what to do next, I pick up the medium rosin stone in hand, turning twice.
I open my palm, staring at the stone like a piece of bright gold, and drop it back into the box.
I crush the stone with the wooden point of my toe, creating new dust. I pick up a bit of dust with my hand rubbing it in my hair.
The wooden ballet bar behind me on the back wall is glistening.
I touch the bar with my left hand, doing a full and long Arabesque.
Shoulders back, chest up.
Moving to the corner of the studio,