Every time I fall… it’s like my heart just loves harder… Nu’n ever gone keep me down; nu’n gone snuff me out! I take pain like pills u prey I PRAY - God know I ain’t one to shut this mouth! No no not today. These “pills” I pop’d Make anyone plop But I still get up I just won’t stop Because i just be feeelin n y’all be illliiin n dillin n on all this shit - and it’s all just shit sometimes, ya know? Everybody knows what it’s like when that shit show .. go public n u never meant to post nun on ya feed… specially when u ain’t make it to the family feed … cuz u too caught up by the company u been keep… keep keeping keeps keeping creepsZzz… so sleepzZ. Don’t wanna remember what u been dealin’, bout what really REALn’- that’s that shiiiit. That I swallow with my oj in the morning fake a smile with all ya demons n then I brush my teeth. Spit all that shit out watch it swirl down the sink. Down. Down. Falling. Down. Breathe. In. Breathe life. Open. Eyes. Dream….. Free. Free to be In love With life, with mine, with me And all I get to be… The waters fine. I think ill stay awhile