Invisible

My space is small, maybe invisible. I’ll hide out here for a while, hunker down and drown in deep thoughts never to have surfaced without you. As I indulge in dreams so deep, they are ocean blue. I try to veer away from spaces to far, I fear I may not come back. Come back to reality where it is safe. Untouched waters rarely touch the soul. If I go that far what will I find. The unknown. The unseen……. Untouchable realms and voids with no answers. Should I push past, past the point of resistance. There is some familiarity to these parts, I can feel it. My small space widens. It’s soon apparent that I’m no longer in the comfort of my shell. My mask is being lifted, but what if they see……. I’m terrified. My veil!!!! I scream. My veil! My veil! I’m at the mercy of them. I promised myself I wouldn’t go that far, that I wouldn’t open Pandora’s box. I wouldn’t let her out. I want so desperately to find my small invisible space so I go searching. My run becomes tiny steps, and then a crawl to the surface. That was rough……. More then I anticipated on my short journey. I’m so happy to be back, back in my small space. Maybe it’s invisible.