My blood boils, it boils and my heart sinks until my skin bursts open with blood pouring out onto the ground.

"Your nothing."

"You'll always need me."

No longer a truth, my heart rises and feels light, light enough to float into the sky, the sweet sugar clouds above.

Every time your name is heard by me, a shiver runs through me- remembering how you used to show me you hated me, but I never saw Through my rose colored glasses. I just couldn't do it.

Now I am free to hate.

My deepest feeling of hatred, go out

to you.