Most of the pictures in this post are wip. The girl in the pink dress the cat with wings, and the guy with the skull mask are NOT for sale. Prices vary. I can do pretty much anything, no nasty stuff.

A love shaped by pain, drawn to darkness as if it were familiar—where trauma whispers and hearts chase what hurts

This poem contains content that may be difficult to read, as it explores themes of self-harm. It is written with a deep understanding and is intended for those who have walked a similar path. Please know that your journey is seen and you are not alone; healing is possible, and there is hope for a brighter future.

A collection of thoughts, memories, and moments captured in the calm between waves and hoofbeats. This stream reflects on solitude, nature, and inner peace much like a quiet ride by the sea. Perfect for notes on mindfulness, creative inspiration, or simply slowing down.

"Dumbfounded by the absolution of a repetitive destruction of all that I contact. Far from the midas touch with no gold for me, instead I'm left with ashes and a wish. Regret formed behind a mask of past mistakes, generational poverty and curses which are rarely escaped. So there I lay, homeless and full of self hate while drowning in its waste. I know the way to freedom but the drugs won't let me when the high make all the exits seem fake"

Was it any given day that made a sermon turn to each kindred soul and speak? It can be that dawn cracks the ages. On occasion, and at most, dawn is plain and dawn completes a new day. To hell, the nay sayers say. But who spawned first, the drug or the addict?

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When you dig deep like struggle or keep with self as close as a teat is to a newborn’s tongue, there will be no air left to breathe.

It’s on the quiet nights where I lay in bed alone that I notice just how petrifyingly alone I feel. Where I’m alone with my thoughts. Where I can hear everything, yet I hear nothing but the raging sound of my thoughts, screaming whispers into the night.

Being a storyteller myself, I transitioned my passion of novel writing and headed on full force into the world of filmmaking. I had spent hours making weird films - a lot of them just me, myself, and I in my bedroom arguing to no one. The first short I made was an experimental one. I was testing out the free-to-use editing software that came on my laptop at the time and created a series of filtered clips with a pseudo story about attempting to escape the "editing room." That film is lost to time. The next couple I made were trailers. One was for a superhero movie, in which the hero in question only believes he has superpowers, another was about a burger restaurant with haunted kids' toys (in the same vein as the Five Nights at Freddy's franchise), and the final one was centered around my grandmother's dog being a spy who protected her family. The only one that actually survived being transferred from my old laptop was the one with my grandmother's dog.

Some days, the cracks show just beneath the surface. Behind smiles and steady hands, a fading soul quietly slips away. This is a journey through silence, shadows, and the fragile space between pretending and breaking.

Oh, if I could just step into a time machine, even for a day, I know exactly where I’d go: Santa Cruz, California, circa 1970. What a time, what a place! It wasn’t just a location; it was a vibe, a feeling, a whole culture wrapped up in salt spray, sun-drenched tunes, and the simple perfection of a cheeseburger after a long day. Let me take you through time with me, to a Santa Cruz I remember with such fondness, a place that felt like the beating heart of a movement.

I’ve been breaking in silence for years. Now, with a life growing inside me, I’m holding on—just long enough to give him the light I never had.

She doesn’t rest when the sun shines, and the days don’t count her out. One day, one evening, on no particular month, as she was parking her car..she saw a son in the night sky.

I watched Zora’s teal and pink hair sway as she painted the wall with bold strokes. The neon glow fueled her fearless spirit, igniting a thrill within me.

As the city hums with neon life, three bold figures stride forth, their vibrant hair and intricate tattoos glowing under the lights. The Flatiron Building looms like a sentinel, casting a surreal glow that pulses with their fearless energy, pulling me into a world where strength and beauty reign supreme.

I am proof that change is possible I went from being a 22 time felon never believing I was smart enough strong enough or worthy enough for anything in life but to be an addict and eventually spend the rest of my life in prison. I wanted to create a stream that brings hope and that through the power of projection and affirmation you can take control of your life and become what ever you put your mind to in life. I hope to help others through my past. So that my past may make someone's future brighter. I have some simple concepts that I think can help make you learn to love yourself again it isn't always easy but nothing worth having ever came easy. It is the things you work hard for that you respect. So it is time to work hard on yourself so that you can respect yourself and eventually love the image who looks back at you from the mirror. I hope to gain a community of survivors who inspire others and community of people going through it or someone they know is going through it.

To wonder in the fields, because trying again feels like we might make it this time. And quite there is no destination, however. And yet there are sown touching wonderment in all pathways.

Written while in a very dark mindset, not for the faint of heart, potentially triggering content, tread carefully