I don’t know i always felt useless my mom works three jobs to take care me and my sister and i can’t even help her or do anything because i don’t have the money she works so hard and sometimes i feel like i dont deserve her and that im just a burden sometimes that just sticks with me more then i wish it would go away i cry a lot wondering how my life would be if im gone would it be better we people even notice im dead would anyone notice me if i was alive. i just wonder