

I Loved You Louder Than I Loved Myself


This note tells the painful story of being cheated on by a narcissist. It reveals how the betrayal wasn’t just physical—it was emotional and psychological. The narcissist used manipulation, gaslighting, and blame to keep control, making the speaker doubt her own worth and sanity. Despite the lies and heartbreak, the poem is about reclaiming power. It shows a journey from deep pain to self-awareness and strength, ending with the powerful truth: the narcissist didn’t break her—he only revealed the cracks she would one day fill with her own healing and truth.