Again I've fallen down to the ground

A bloody hand trembling to write words I can't express

through my tears and pain

I barely fight to live another day wishing the world would

just let me Fade in the background of an unfinished story

of an unfinished song

Unfinished life

so I no longer have to promise

I'll get better for others

I've starved to much from the lack of love and care as a child

That dreamed and wished to much for a life where she could

leave her tragic world behind

I am starving for a love

I’ve never experienced and I feel empty inside

it'll never be what I've imagined

And I don't believe

That feeling of wishing to fade

will leave.

I am still on the fucking ground.

March 6, 2026