RENEE!

Let me tell you something about me and my older sister named Renee??? You could never tell how we are like oil and water?! We are total opposites when you compare us too each other??? While my older sister is dramatic I'm cool and calm in every way!?

I'm so so very quiet around people.While Renee is loud and talkative around other people!? I'm so shy yet my sister is out going?? I'm plain, tomboyish and less high maintenance too!

While my sister Renee is Mabelline's bestfriend from head too toe!!! My sister was so very popular in high school too!!While I was a complete outcast in high school!!!⅚

Everyone seems to know who my older sister Renee is???Yet nobody seems too even know my name??? Whenever my sister dated she picked out the wild,popular and thuggish men!!

While I dated all the nerds!? My mom was my bestfriend too!!!While my sister Renee couldn't seem to get along with my mom?!Oh how our world's are like night and day?!?!?!?!?!

My sister Renee went too college and I dropped out of school! I remembered how I thought I didn't need an education too!?I remembered how even though we are so very different from each other we both couldn't stand going to church all the time too as teenagers !!!

I remembered how back in the day Renee loved rap music more and l loved listening to Sade's music even more??? My sister Renee didn't let anything get in her way yet everything seemed too get in my way. I'm so sensitive too yet Renee wasn't sensitive at all??

Renee loved men with money but it didn't seem too bother me men without money!? My sister knew more about men then me too back then!? I was so very clueless at dating guys then too??? I remembered how I was into love and Renee wasn't interested in love back then?!

I was like an old soul growing up but Renee was like a wild ,young, rebellious teenager I now recalled back then?! Oh how things have changed now that she's a grown woman?!

I remembered how my sister used to be so blond acting and now she's a lot wiser then me sometimes?!I guess when we grow up things change!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????????

My older sister is now a successful accountant and I'm still lost at what I want to be in this world!? My sister Renee has a family now too and has fallen in love too with her husband now?! I am still single and searching for love??

My sister is a mother now that she's settled down now too!!? Yet I don't know if I will ever be a mother too or settle down??Even though we are sisters we are living in too separate worlds!

Even though I'm so very old now I can still go to her whenever I need her???????She's always had my back too through out ⁸my life time to!!!!!!!!!!!!??????!!!!!!!!!!!???????????

I'm now more of an old maid now that everyone looks down on me?! I'm also treated differently from my older sister too??? Whenever I walk into a room nobody says anything too me and when Renee walks into a room everyone seems to know her!!!

I'm not considered family though?!I don't believe I will ever be considered family too!? While most people consider my sister Renee like family?! I'm now starting to wonder will I ever be in the light or will I always remain in the dark now too?!

I do sometimes wonder why everyone is so very nasty too me for no reason at all??? Yet most people aren't nasty too my older sister Renee??? I live isolated by everyone yet my older sister doesn't live isolated by other folks??? My sister wants to travel the world but I want to stay at home???

I want to remain invisible too others yet my older sister wants to be seen by others??? I live life like Gladys Kravitz from the hit show Bewitch but my older sister lives life more like Samantha!! I'm always broke and my sister Renee is always there lending me money!?

People treat me like I'm crazy,homeless or a criminal too!?? While Renee is treated like royalty for no reason!? Oh how the lives we live are so very very differently now that I'm older?!

Everyone seems to think that I'm so very slow yet my sister Renee thinks she knows it all now!? Even though nobody cares what I say I'm still gonna voice my opinions though??????

My sister Renee doesn't really care about religion now that she's grown??? Yet religion is a big part of my life too now!!?My sister doesn't know how to forgive and to forget about what other folks done! I'm always forgiving others all the time now!

My sister is more street smart then I am! I'm just starting to catch up with others!? I love animals too but Renee doesn't care for animals!? Oh how we are like oil and water still!?I'm always on time yet Renee is always late for everything?!

Oh my my how we are so so very different yet we are still sisters?! I like too keep everything bottled up inside while my sister let's everyone know whats up??? I still miss my dear sweet mother but my older sister Renee has moved on peacefully!? I'm still crying inside secretly but Renee seems to be alright now?!

I like staying in all the time but my sister can't seem too stay at home at anytime?! Renee's starting to become a workaholic at work but I hardly work now!? Oh how ironic this is that we are like night n day!? Oh how my older sister Renee was daddy's little angel while I was mommy’s little angel?!

I don't have any relationships with the majority of my relatives but my sister seems to know all our relatives period!? The relatives that seem to be nicer to me Renee doesn't care too be around them anymore?!

Im always depending on others yet Renee is more independent then me??????? Even though we are both from the same mother and father we are so very, very different!!!!!!!!???????????

Its quite interesting at how Renee can fight back at the world and others!? Yet I have trouble fighting back at other people now!? We are so very different but at the end of the day I wouldn't trade my older sister Renee for anything?!

I have much respect for my older sister too because she has looked out for me regardless of who I am!? I simply want to say thank you now for always being there for me as an older sister should be!?

By Desiree Michelle Hinkson 😇🤔😁

Thank you for reading this! I had fun writing this short story here about me and my older sister Renee!?