Have you ever loved a man so much that no matter what he did you always stuck around hoping he would change? Yeah, me to. This stream will be like a diary, but a diary you get to read and relate to in some way.....

Entry 1:

I feell in love with a man I barely knew but felt like I had known him for a lifetime. Everything seemed perfect, it was like a fairytale. Until once day the truth behind the lies started to show. I moved in, I felt like a queen and I finally found my king. I knew I had found the man I wanted to spend forever with. But, as soon as everything got comfortable, everything started to change.

Slowly he started to distant himself and he started to lie. He started hiding his phone, walking away with certain calls and even started leaving me behind to go do things. Deep down I knew something wasn't right but I ignored the signs because I loved him and I wanted everything to be perfect. But, quickly I learned nothing is perfect.

Everyone knew the truth but left me in the dark. There was other women, there was lies and it always some how got put on me like I was the problem. Eventually I started actually believing I was the problem. I felt like I wasn't doing enough, I wasn't pretty enough and I wasn't good enough in bed. I apologized for things that I didn't do just to stop the fights. I ignored red flags and let love blind me.

One day, I decided enough was enough and I got the strength to walk away. Sounds great right? Wrong! I still loved him so much, I still talked to him everyday, he apologized to me, made me promises, and eventually... I went back. I went back hoping this time he would love me the way I loved him.