I can't imagine why anyone would want to read the thoughts running through my demented head, but here goes...

I'm a 30 year old housewife who just now had the guts to attempt to live out my life dream of becoming a published author. When I was about ten (or even 20) years younger, the goal was to become a New York Times best-selling author, but after being married twice and giving birth to three children I've learned to be a little more realistic about pretty much everything. Now, I just want to start with baby steps. I can't remember who said it, but you know that old saying,

"A goal without a plan is just a dream"

That's pretty much been my entire life. I've had this story I wanna tell that's been rolling around in my head for the last decade but I have no idea where to even start. I know how I want the story to end, and I have an idea for the middle, I just cant seem to find my beginning. That's a pretty important part to have, is all I'm saying. I may be the first writer ever to have to write her story backwards. These characters mean a lot to me, they've been with me for ten years