No More

While lying in bed,

with things stuck in my head.

A video of us I replay,

just wishing you'd stay.

I tell myself I never should have loved you,

knowing damn well that isn't true.

I gave you a part of me,

now not knowing who I am to be.

My pain where I retreat,

left feeling beat.

I said "No more writing about him,"

because it only made my smile grow more dim.

But I know these thoughts will run my head,

till they have left me for dead.