I picture the day that we met, the day that I requested your presence. I think of the last day that I saw you, never imagining that that would be our last moment. When I called for you, I never knew that I would inherit your hustle. The things you taught me, I can't give anyone else the credit for. If it wasn't for you, there is no telling where I would have ended up, or if I were to be where you are instead. I appreciate you forever for not blinding me with the fairy tale and the make believe. Everything was real from day 1 til day 0. I wonder will I ever receive a dream just to see your face in another place than my memory... or maybe that would be too much torture. All you had to do what stick to my side. I just wanted to extend my shield to you. But, with the lifestyle that you lived, sitting down for too long is out of the ordinary. At the time I didn't quite understand why I didn't want to go with you to wherever you was going, I just knew I wanted to stay on Telegraph Ave. Staying on Telegraph was probably the only decision that saved my life because if I was there I probably wouldn't have made it out of there, I was going to go down with you. It's a sad situation because of all the things that you went through and recruiting a ho is what led you to where you were where the incident that would be your last incident ever. One day I'm pissed, one day I'm sad, every day I'm overthinking... because how did you just leave me... I just want to see you one more time. But, until then, forever thinking of you, and remembering the best of you, I love you forever, My forever favorite .