After living that year with HIV and not seeing the negative test result I was hoping for I became angry. God began to deal with me and let me know he was not done processing me. That wasn't enough to keep me content or at least that's how I felt at the time. I figured it would be a long journey so I decided to take a break and start sleeping around again. It was a different feel. My first time having sex in like a year since I found out I was HIV positive. How do I go about doing this, this time around. Who would want to sleep with me?