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Dating isn't hard, it's easy in my head. Make time for each other, trust, commitment, communication, getting through tough times, etc. I want that if I'm being honest, a huge part of me wants that so badly. To form a connection with someone and then get married and have kids. But then there's this side of me that wants to be alone with only myself and create a successful life with no distractions. Some people might even argue and say that you can have both if you truly wanted and even if that might be true, why would I want that? It creates an even bigger thing, you wanna move? You have to stop and think because you have a partner now, then that leads to a long conversation and even leads to long distance. Who honestly wants that? It's like a middle school relationship.  

Maybe I'm wrong who knows.