If you’re reading this, please dont leave me. Please. 

Im crying. No one cares. I want to fucking end it. End my misery. I dont know what to write. I miss everyone. I miss being happy. I dont have a life anymore. I carry no emotion but my depression. I dont want to act fucking okay. I dont want to be here. I want to be away from my family. I want to express who i am. My friends, my siblings, you all are my lifeline. The reason i am still here, made it to my 17th birthday. Yet..its March and i think its time to say goodbye. Forever. I tried, i tried to stay alive. But i feel so alone. So lost. I..need help.

Day bleeds into night

They cry their heart out

They say, “im fine”

Oh, no, they arent

They miss their angels

A silent cry for help

Judged simply for expressing their hurt

A hell they’re in

Memories keep them afloat

Oh, how long do they have..?

No, i dont want you worried

They wanna get better

They want to laugh

Oh, they’re done for..