My mind can’t handle anymore,

Reasoning of surviving far gone

The tears like a waterfall

Memories of my angels swirl in my mind

Our jokes, yapping

Playing roblox and helping one another

Their love, my endless love for them

Severed. I can't feel anything.

Like the bird who was once free

They slowly became dire

The void that conquered my eyes

Angels’ love, but life, im leaving now

To be happy is to now be so over it

Music became a multitude of highs

My angels trying to bring me out,

Out of this misery, pain, defeat

Yet, i was pulled back to this hell

I dont wanna go to sleep, not yet..

Like the bird who became distant

Pain seemed the victor to them

They flew, they crashed

Trinkets became bleaked

Til’ nothing mattered

A bird needing their angels

Flying came to a stop,

They went to the fetal position

Weak, out of control

Red ink seeping,

From the vibrant sleek feathers

An unknown drink

One. Two.

Shuddering in the cold

Pain was ignored

Except the cat on their chest

Begging not to leave, not yet

But the heart was breaking

Like glass, reflective too

A final cry,

to their angels

The dying bird,

No more wanted to live.