Did I hear you knocking. Why don't you enter? My God my body gets cold and I feel chills down my spine. When you are near. I can feel the irregular heartbeats. In the aches in my bones. I said I wonder why it's taking you so long. The pain I feel on Earth wants me to let go. And come on home. But yes I'm still here all alone. Question myself what did I do wrong. I asked you one thing, and that was to be loved. I guess it's hard coming from the ugly bug. If God took him today it would be okay. No one would miss me I will be out the way. One day they will cry. The next day they won't even think of me. The ugly bug that people try to kill every day. God what are you waiting on? I hate this place. Come and take me to your painless place. Because no one loves me I'm only in the way. Did you hear me calling please come and see me today. PS I see death around the corner.