"I will transform myself. I will become the kindest, the most beautiful girl. The one everyone loves." She wanted to become like a Barbie doll. Think about that for a moment. Barbie—the plastic perfection, the impossible proportions, the manufactured beauty that exists only through artificial means. This wasn't just a little girl playing with dolls. This was a child identifying so completely with the idea of artificial transformation that it would become her life's mission.