We all want to be accepted in today, we all want to be in groups of friends that we can tell our secrets to and there are people that are there for you no matter what. There are, weather its your best friend, your brother, your mom, your aunt or uncle. So on and so forth, we all want to be looked at as not broken, but we are in all the way thats our past today makes us who we are. It is not the past that defines us, it is the future it is the now but there will always be moments where you feel that pain. That. Is ok. To feel pain means you're alive to feel pain means that you can hurt, but in today we always want to push that pain down and pretend we are ok when we aren't. We all want that chance to prove that we are valid in our efforts to be amazing and successful but that's alot to carry. Because once we start to think that we didn't do enough all these questions flow in our heads. Can they see? Did they notice? Will they leave? Am I to broken? Will they stay even if I am?