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GEN X REFLEX: ANOTHER BRICK IN THE WALL

The Song That Led Me Into the Beautiful, Brilliant Chaos of Pink Floyd

There are bands you discover because someone hands you an album.

There are bands you discover because an older sibling tells you that you absolutely have to hear them.

And then there are bands that kick open the door themselves.

For me, Pink Floyd came through that door with a bunch of kids singing about school.

I didn't know anything about progressive rock. I wasn't sitting around studying concept albums or analyzing Roger Waters' thoughts on institutional authority. I didn't know about Syd Barrett, the prism, the pig, the music business, the internal history of the band or any of the things I would eventually discover.

I heard “Another Brick in the Wall, Part 2.”

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And my Gen X brain went:

Oh. I like this.

Because come on.

A bunch of kids singing “We don't need no education”?

That was a lollipop sitting right there on the counter.

And I took it.

THE REFLEX

There are certain songs my generation doesn't really have to remember.

Our bodies remember them first.

The opening notes happen and something fires before the brain has finished identifying what it's hearing. That's what I call the Gen X Reflex.

“Another Brick in the Wall, Part 2” has it.

That groove.

That guitar.

Those children's voices.

That strange combination of something catchy and something slightly unsettling.

And rebellion.

Oh, glorious rebellion.

I was young. I wasn't dissecting the difference between education and thought control. I heard kids pushing back against adults and an institution telling them who they were supposed to be.

That was enough.

It turns out Pink Floyd had slipped something considerably bigger inside the candy wrapper.

The song was part of 1979's The Wall, a concept album built around a rock star named Pink, who gradually constructs a metaphorical wall between himself and the rest of humanity. Childhood humiliation, loss, relationships, fame and other wounds become the bricks. The protection eventually becomes its own prison.

Pink Floyd album cover, The Wall. Source: Spotify

Even the recording of “Another Brick in the Wall, Part 2” was unusual. Producer Bob Ezrin helped push the song toward the groove that made it so immediately accessible, and actual London schoolchildren were brought in to sing the chorus. The result became Pink Floyd's only No. 1 single.

Image: Bob Ezrin. Source: CBC.com

Of course it did.

They got the kids involved.

We were doomed.

TAKE THE LOLLIPOP

The more Pink Floyd I heard, the more I began to understand something about them.

They were intelligent.

Actually, intelligent isn't quite the word.

They were perceptive.

They noticed things.

They looked underneath things.

They could take enormous ideas. Alienation, conformity, authority, war, greed, mortality, mental health, the passage of time, the machinery of the music business. And somehow turn them into something you could grab.

A wall.

A brick.

A pig.

A prism.

A cigar.

A clock.

An empty space where somebody should be.

That was the magic.

Pink Floyd didn't stand at the front of the classroom and explain the meaning of life to us.

Image: Pink Floyd. Source: Wikipedia

They gave us a lollipop.

Here's a killer bass line.

Here's a guitar solo.

Here's a children's chorus.

Here's a flying pig.

Here's a weird noise.

Here's a song you're going to hum for the next forty years.

And while you're enjoying all that...

Wait. What the hell did they just make me think about?

That's the part I appreciate even more now.

Pink Floyd didn't make music to show me how smart they were.

They made music that made me smarter for having listened.

THE MUSIC WAS THINKING, TOO

And then there was the sound.

My God, the sound.

Pink Floyd could be enormous.

They could create these highly arranged, layered musical landscapes where everything seemed to be happening around you. Something like “Run Like Hell” doesn't merely play. It moves. It feels like machinery has started and you are now caught inside it.

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Then they could strip almost everything away.

“Wish You Were Here” doesn't need to crush you with sound.

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It sits beside you.

The opening feels distant, almost as though you've stumbled across the song somewhere else, and then that acoustic guitar arrives and suddenly this band capable of building gigantic sonic worlds is right there in the room.

And there was everything in between.

Blues. Psychedelia. Progressive rock. Experimentation. Sound effects. Voices. Clocks. Cash registers. Machines. Silence.

They understood that production could tell the story too.

If the idea was isolation, they could make you feel the space.

If it was anxiety, the music could make you uncomfortable.

If it was oppression, the sound could close in.

If it was grief or absence, sometimes an acoustic guitar was enough.

The lyrics gave you the metaphor. The music told your body what the metaphor felt like.

That mattered because Young Angel didn't necessarily have the words for all of this yet.

I didn't have to understand Pink Floyd intellectually.

I understood Pink Floyd emotionally.

WAIT. WHICH ONE IS PINK?

Then there was their sense of humor.

One of my favorite Pink Floyd moments comes from “Have a Cigar.”

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The song takes aim at the music industry through this wonderfully oily record-business character who is saying all the right things about success and money and how far the band is going to go.

Then comes the question:

“Oh, by the way, which one's Pink?”

That's it.

Five words.

Whole damn essay.

The guy wants to make money from them and doesn't even know who they are.

And the joke works because, really, if you've never encountered Pink Floyd before, it's not an unreasonable question.

Which one is Pink? 😂

There isn't one.

Even better, the voice singing “Have a Cigar” isn't Roger Waters or David Gilmour. It's Roy Harper, a guest vocalist. The official Pink Floyd history describes Wish You Were Here as wrestling directly with the band's disillusionment with the record industry, alongside absence and growing personal pressures.

That little joke tells you nearly everything you need to know about the criticism.

That's something Pink Floyd did beautifully.

They could say a great deal without saying very much.

THE BAND YOU COULD RECOGNIZE WITHOUT SEEING

Image: Pink Floyd album cover Dark Side of the Moon. Source: Wikipedia

There is another strange thing about Pink Floyd.

For one of the most recognizable bands in rock history, they can feel almost faceless.

Think about the images that immediately come to mind.

The prism.

The flying pig.

Image: Pink Floyd's Flying Pig. Source: Wikipedia

The wall.

The burning man.

The marching hammers.

Those surreal landscapes.

The imagery became part of the language of the band.

The work became the celebrity.

I think that's one of the things I love most about them.

They took their art incredibly seriously.

They just didn't require us to take them incredibly seriously.

The idea could be bigger than the person delivering it.

That is rare.

Every generation has artists who don't quite fit the mold of what we're expecting. Plenty of groups come and go filled with extraordinary talent, but every once in a while someone shows up who seems to have missed the meeting where everybody agreed upon what music was supposed to be.

Pink Floyd was one of those bands for me.

They did what they did.

The way they wanted to do it.

And apparently if that required a flying pig, a forty-foot wall and a cash register, so be it.

And the marching hammers!

IF YOU DON'T GET THE MUSIC, WATCH THE MOVIE

And then they had the nerve to make a movie out of all this madness.

Pink Floyd – The Wall arrived in 1982, directed by Alan Parker, with Bob Geldof playing Pink and Gerald Scarfe's animation helping turn the album's imagery into something beautiful, grotesque, frightening and completely unforgettable.

Image: Post for the film The Wall. Source: Wikipedia

The movie is crazy.

And brilliant.

We had seen movies built around music before.

We had not seen this.

Suddenly the metaphors had bodies.

Isolation had a wall.

Education and conformity became grotesque images of children being processed into sameness.

Authority became monstrous.

War trauma became something you could see.

Fame became another kind of prison.

And the wall itself became clearer.

The teacher is a brick.

Loss is a brick.

Humiliation is a brick.

Relationships can become bricks.

Fame can become a brick.

Every injury, disappointment and disconnection can become another piece of the thing you build to protect yourself.

Until the thing protecting you is also keeping everyone else out.

Pink Floyd even carried that idea onto the concert stage. During the original Wall performances, hundreds of cardboard bricks were assembled into a wall that eventually obscured the musicians from the audience. The official band history records a structure 33 feet high and 260 feet wide during the 1980 Los Angeles shows.

Album.

Concert.

Film.

Same idea, told through different languages.

So I maintain:

If you don't understand the music, watch the movie. You'll get it.

And Young Angel, who originally showed up because kids were rebelling against school, is somewhere going:

Wait.

You mean that's not all this was about?

No, honey.

Enjoy your lollipop.

THE SOUNDTRACK TO THINGS WE COULDN'T NAME YET

Looking back, I can almost trace a path through childhood and young adulthood inside the moody chaos of Pink Floyd's music.

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Loneliness.

Anxiety.

Fear.

Anger.

Fighting against the system.

Wondering whether the people in charge actually know what they're doing.

Feeling pressure to become whatever everyone else thinks you're supposed to become.

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Realizing that time is moving whether you're ready for it or not.

Missing people.

We didn't necessarily sit around discussing those things.

We just listened.

Pink Floyd gave the feelings imagery before some of us had language for them.

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Feeling isolated?

There's your wall.

Feeling like institutions are trying to manufacture everyone into the same person?

There's your brick.

Wondering whether the people profiting from you actually give a damn about you?

Which one's Pink?

Feeling time beginning to move faster than you thought it would?

There's that damn clock.

And if somebody isn't here anymore?

Well.

WISH YOU WERE HERE

This is my favorite Pink Floyd song.

Not “Another Brick in the Wall.”

That's the reflex.

That's the door.

But “Wish You Were Here” is the one that stayed.

It's a masterpiece.

And I want it played at my funeral.

There's something extraordinary about that journey when I think about it.

I met Pink Floyd through rebellion.

I stayed for the questions.

And somewhere along the way, this enormous, strange, brilliant band capable of creating gigantic musical worlds gave me one of the simplest human sentiments imaginable:

Wish you were here.

The album surrounding that song wrestles with absence, isolation and transience, along with the band's disenchantment with the business surrounding its success. The official history also acknowledges Syd Barrett's presence in the emotional landscape of the record without reducing the title song to one simple meaning.

Maybe that's why it can belong to so many of us.

Eventually everybody has somebody who isn't here.

And eventually, if we're lucky enough to live long enough, music changes in another way too.

THE RECORD DOESN'T AGE. WE DO.

I miss music sometimes.

Not because music has disappeared.

Wonderful music is still being made.

I miss it because I have reached an age when some of the people who made the music of my life are disappearing.

When you're young, you don't think about that.

The record sounds exactly the same every time you play it, so somewhere inside you, the people making it seem permanent too.

They're not.

Bands change.

Relationships change.

Bodies change.

People leave.

People die.

And eventually the artists you once thought would always be there begin becoming history.

Pink Floyd will never be Pink Floyd again in exactly the way they once were.

Time saw to that.

And there is something almost painfully appropriate about learning that lesson from a band that spent so much time asking us to think about time, absence, isolation and mortality.

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Because here's the part I couldn't have known when I first heard those kids singing.

Pink Floyd made music that grew when I did.

The song you hear at fifteen isn't necessarily the same song you hear at fifty.

The record didn't change.

You did.

I understand the wall differently now.

I understand time differently.

I understand absence differently.

And I certainly understand Wish You Were Here differently.

Young Angel heard Pink Floyd and thought the rebellion sounded cool.

Adult Angel hears Pink Floyd and realizes they were talking about being human.

Maybe that's the greatest trick they ever pulled.

They gave us the sound first.

They gave us something strange and beautiful and outrageous enough to make us listen.

Then they tucked the questions inside.

We thought we were just listening.

Turns out, some of it was waiting for us to understand.

**

Thanks for taking this trip back with me.

What do you remember? Were you there too, or did this story bring back a memory of your own? I’d love to hear it. Share your stories in the comments, and if this made you smile, laugh, cringe, or turn up an old favorite song, share it with someone who remembers too.

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Sources consulted

Pink Floyd — Official history and biography · Pink Floyd — 1979 timeline and The Wall release · Pink Floyd — The Wall live shows, 1980 · Pink Floyd — Wish You Were Here album history · Pink Floyd — Wish You Were Here 50th anniversary history · 1982 New Musical Express — The Wall film advertisement and credits

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