Can it be?

I'm that naive?

You fooled me yet again.

What started off

with love bombing

left bruises at the end.

You drove me crazy

all the time

with all the accusations.

So much so

that finally

I shared my real time location.

But even then

it wasn't enough

to put your doubts to rest.

You only got worse

the more that I

tried to give you my best.

What really hurts

is just the fact

you were my last attempt.

To not give up on love.

To not let

the last one win.

But here you are.

One in the same.

You both played with my mind.

And showed me a love

That's not a love.

The only kind I seem to find.

~Sarah Jo