I’m waiting

Waiting for your name to pop up on an empty screen

Or to see the the grin of love 

Somewhere in the distance 

Even if not meant for me

I want to see the the words that were used in the past

Even if you left 

I still wish you will come back

Even though you told me to leave

To move on

To just forget

But at this point how could I?

The memories that have found the way

To be with me forever

You were more than just a crush 

More than a lesson

More than a hopeless love

You were my one

But you left

And I can’t hate you

No matter how much you have bruised my heart

No matter how tight you held me when I just wanted gentle love

No matter how much I want to hate you

I’m still waiting for your smile

Or a simple text

Or for the one name i wait for on the screen that is always so empty

Without you