My whole life, I have spent trying to fill a hole that seems to eat away at my happiness. Throughout my years of life, I have searched for an answer to a question I have not dared to ask in fear of it being the undoing of my sanity. Sanity that seems to be holding on by a very thin thread, like I'm losing my grip on life. For years, I've been tempted to let go, to let the void that eats away at my