If you're waiting for the perfect condition to take on ministry. You'll never do it because there is no such thing as the ideal time. However, the risk of not pursuing your destiny is not just stagnation. Self-sabotage is a weapon that operates out of fear of failure and feelings of overwhelm. You've got to learn as you go and stop worrying about acceptance . Your life and what you already know are enough to get started. There is somebody assigned to your path who won't know salvation if you don't go by faith in God and not by sight .