I don't really know what I want from life, I always thougth that when I reach a certain age I would have almost everything figured out, why we exist, what I should do with my life and my time, but the more I live, the more puzzled I am by everything. Sometimes I wonder, would I be the same person if I grew up in a different society? Would I have the same beliefs? the same thoughts and convictions? Or am I just a product of my surroundings? Do we really decide who we are or are we all just a product of the society and families we grow up with? I know that some people rebel against what they always knew and decide to take their lives in their hands, but in relaity most of us imbrace the life we always knew and continue living it without questionning whether we would choose the same life and the same beliefs if we were brought to a world completely unbiased and uninfluenced. Which brings me to another question, how do we find who we would've been if we were completly uninfluenced? How do we find our REAL selves? Just thinking about it is exhausting.