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This isn’t just a story. It’s a confession. A raw, unfiltered journey through pain, survival, and the silence I was forced to carry. I’ll be peeling back the layers of my life including the trauma they ignored, the chaos I was born into, the love I never got, and the strength I had to build from nothing. I was taught to stay quiet. To protect the ones who broke me. But not anymore. This is for every child who had to grow up too fast. Every soul trying to make sense of the damage. Every fighter who made it through. It’s messy. It’s real. It’s mine. And I’m finally telling it....
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Breaking Silence

Crystal Jarrell Aug 12, 2025
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The poem tells the story of a child quietly broken by betrayal and neglect, hiding pain beneath a fragile smile, and ultimately finding strength to reclaim their voice and stand tall.
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Before I was enough

Crystal Jarrell Jul 25, 2025
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This poem is about the deep pain of losing your mom before you ever felt truly wanted or enough for her. It expresses the longing to be loved, the childhood struggle of trying to earn her attention, and the grief of never getting the chance to prove your worth. Now that she’s gone, you’re left with unanswered questions and a lingering ache, still hoping she would have seen the person you’ve become.
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My Mother Wasn't Really

Crystal Jarrell Jul 25, 2025
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In this first note, I open up about the painful truth of growing up with a mother who was trapped in addiction. I share what it felt like to be a little girl craving love, stability, and safety—but finding only chaos, heartbreak, and loss.