This poem paints a haunting portrait of a girl shaped by emotional neglect, rigid control, and deep trauma. Trapped in a household where love is conditional and silence is survival, she moves through life unseen—both present and ghost. Intimacy confuses and wounds her; lust feels like love, but leaves her emptier each time. She obeys, performs, submits—yet inside, she’s at war. Her desires clash with shame, her voice buried beneath years of "no." Despite the darkness, a faint memory of freedom lingers—a forgotten song, a distant hope. For now, she hides, but she dreams of escape.