I should start from the very beginning, what shaped me to become the woman I'm finally becoming comfortable with. It's only taken me 67 years to do that, my life up to now has been a train wreck in slow motion with many causalities left in the wake. Apologies have been made, sincere every one of them, some accepted and then again, I've had a few death threats made and they were sincere also, especially the one from my son....