This poem is about my friends and siblings. Despite my depression and situation, I can always count on them to make my day as amazing as possible. Yet, I am still not doing well; fighting my demons so I don't lose them..

11:05 a.m. gov. class 10 minute poem "I dont wanna leave my friends.." This poem is inspired by my sister, ri rii. I remember on an old server, I was instantaneously friending everyone. During one summer day, she joined the server, and I was like "ur my bestie now!" Now, almost a year later, she's my forever older sister. She's cared for me since day one, and I hope to be her forever little brother.

11:28 a.m., Gov. Class "Idk random thoughts and im just so grateful for my friends i really dont want to leave my friends.."

This poem..is very personal. During the time of this writing, I was going to end it. I wrote this as a final goodbye to my angels. Looking back, I realized how much this might of hurt them. However, who am I to say that when I'm in the same trapped, helpless bubble..?

15:12. This poem is inspired by Julia Alexa's song, "PRETTY WHEN I CRY." The song means a lot to me, and so does my poem.

10:56, government class. If you want to know what is in my mind, you might as well be in Tartarus. Beneath of my happiness, my joy, there is a layer of hurt and sadness.

my teenage dream is a bit different from others. Instead of going to the movies with friends, I watch movies through a screen with them. Instead of meeting up with friends, I meet them in voice calls. Yet, I wouldn't trade any of my teenage-hood for anything else. x

unfinished poem. "it hurts to write this. me no wanna go..me..hurt you..." but what hurts the most, is that i'm back in the same, if not, worse situation.

Wrote this at 10:39 in Government class. When I wrote this poem, I wanted to capture the innocence and happiness of my imaginary friend. I wanted to have a whimsical tone, yet almost nostalgic.

Wrote this during band class at 13:56. During this time, I missed my old self. I missed being happy. How strange it is to be, once here again..