First let me say I love my family and everything they do for me. I love my kids and would do absolutely anything for them. But why is it that they can be good when no one's around. And the second someone else is in the room everything is hectic. All I want is to have a steady job. my own house. Kids who listen and don't hit me. Or think I don't want them around. I want parents who see that I try so hard to keep my cool and I'm not lazy or don't take care of my kids. And pick at every little thing that I do. It's like I'm trying really hard here. I can't catch a break.