Giving Up and Embracing the Suck

Go nuts and lose yourself.

Happiness is a delusional state of mind, impossible to feel all the time and a fool's errand to go after. With happiness, you're either sad you missed it or sad it's gone. Kind of pointless to keep chasing it around the block. When you accept that you're life will never be as great as it can be or the fact that you'll die before you reach you're full potential - reality really frees you up to a whole different set of avenues.

Trying is great, but exhausting. Sometimes, it's great to take a five year vacation from even seriously considering an attempt. I might dabble in effort, someday; but for now, I feel like my staycation ain't over. Life has no meaning and no point. We're stuck in a hostile universe of either a god that doesn't exist or a god that doesn't care.

Maybe we should just all give up looking for meaning and just try to go after not being so damn bored all the time.