If i told you that whatever you dream of having or doing . it's not only possible but it's nothing to what we could actually accomplish. I know that already in the first sentence most of you are already in doubt but let me tell you whatever your situation is will never change no matter what you do or how much you invest in it it won't happen shit if anything the harder you try the harder it gets and so on. That's the truth. See death asked life not long ago why is it that everybody fears me but loves you. Life replied because I'm a beautiful lie and your the fucking truth. I didn't fully get that till not that long ago the truth being we all will die someday and life well that's something that has unlimited outcomes it's all in your hands if we dislike or mad at life it's because we're not doing what we should be doing rather than doing what we want and complaining about something .Because it will always be easier to keep doing the same thing than to take steps to a different life it's just like working out who doesn't start working out and 3 days in gets discouraged because you feel even worse and nothing has changed right? We are used to or born where things are given to us whether we ask or not and in many ways we want things but never want to do the steps to get there . I once heard that you just had to believe it and it would be I thought that was the biggest load of crap I've ever heard . 

I'm not a professor or some life guru or even the average joe like most of you I'm just a man that has been through too much to not be of more good than my own life see I am all those things you might be i've done all those things you might have done i'm a soldier roaming in a world of chaos but also were way more. don't think so then put on my shoes and hold on and see where your destination ends.