“you dread going to sleep at night, you wake up feeling stressed and tired. your days aren’t filled with laughter and joy as they used to be… why is that? you hide a frown with a smile and laugh the pain away, wipe your tears and go about your day. you aren’t satisfied with the life you have… why is that? you look in the mirror hate what you see, your insecure about everything. you have racing thoughts all day long, you want to find love but where has it gone?… why is that? the child you used to be has become the person you are now, but she wanted to grow up and you want to be small. you wish you could go back and tell that child to love who you are. don’t worry about relationships, just be a kid. you were forced to grow up fast and be mature but how could you? your only a little girl… why is that? why should you act your age when you are small? why can’t you be a kid? you don’t have to worry about getting a job, or trying to save money. but the future is filled with having to pay bills to survive, your shamed for being wide… why is that? the world wants you to be perfect, but they don’t have to be… why is that? you tell yourself to wake up, this is all a dream, why does the world have to be so mean? your just a little girl, except your not. your grown now, you want to have a family but your too scared, you don’t want to hurt them like you was hurt. but you want the family you deserve, if the world wasn’t so cruel, and you wasn’t held to standards that are impossible to accomplish, and you wasn’t bullied at school, maybe you could be a little girl again. you could love who you are and not worry about heartbreak but at some point you have to grow up… why is that? can’t you just stay little forever? your inner child asked but you don’t have a answer.. why is that?”