

cracked but whole


The outside is smooth,
polished,
a delicate illusion of perfection,
as if I have learned
how to smile just right,
to stand just tall enough
to fool the world.
But inside,
I am a thousand pieces,
fractured, jagged,
like glass too thin
to hold itself together.
Each crack is a memory,
a scar I tried to hide,
a word I swallowed
before it could escape.
They run deep,
not seen by the eyes that pass by,
but felt by the quiet,
aching corners of my soul.
I pretend it doesn’t matter,
this fractured heart,
this mind crumbling beneath the weight
of things unsaid,
things undone.
I patch it up,
smooth over the edges,
but the fissures grow,
spreading like veins of fire,
burning beneath the surface.
There is no fixing it,
no making it whole again,
and yet I try—
with every breath,
with every smile,
I pretend I am fine.
But if you looked closer,
if you looked long enough,
you’d see the shattered pieces
of me,
hidden just beneath the skin.