Feeling not good
Not feeling good ?
I am feeling sick of being alone all the time.
I want to be around people but the problem is when i do get to Friends i start to feel really bored by time so i leave them and go straigh to the appartement .I'm a student btw so i do get bored even during the lession . I'm really tired of being alone and i want to know the solution of this problem really soon or i will die inside ,i will be no more than a lifeless person that has no feelings towards anything that happens around him .
I'm personally in that state feeling not at all . I'm addicted to my phone i spend a lot of time surfing between social apps like facebook Instagram youtube and so on .I do feel anxious and tired for a long period of time just to get a little bit of dopamine.I almost watch porn video everyday and i get really upset after that because of the time i lose on it and the internet consumption i consumed. I feel empty and i mean it .i have no care towards anyone i know except for some people but almost anyone beside them i really don't give a damn .
If any of you know the solution of my problem or anyone who had the feeling ,please let me know .thank you