How can a name full of life be life-less?

I’ve always accepted fate

, yet when it came to you it was hard to process

I’ve swallowed my cries many times, but that day tears were hard to suppress

How can a name full of life be life-less?

Though crowded with people, I see emptiness in your address

It grips my throat, and my chest folds in a questionable compress

How can a name full of life be life-less?

They said you’ll get over it, life will go on I guess

But

Your death it is, between me and I, thee couldn’t confess